Worry Worry

We just got home from yet another FUN California trip. This one included my Baby Shower! I plan to do a whole post on that wonderful event, when I can muster some energy to transfer pictures! I will say that my Sister and Mom outdid themselves... it was beautiful! This post, however, is about the ride home. It takes about 5 hours from the time we pull out of my Parent's driveway until we reach out front door. Bobby and I spent the first couple hours talking. Strolling down memory lane, and they boys snoozed in the back. We went back, and dreamed forward.. and soon we sat in a comfortable silence. As he listened to talk radio, my mind began to wander. I have been thinking a lot lately about the Mother I hope I am to my Daughter. I hope when she grows up, and looks back on her Mother, I hope she sees someone who was there 100%. I hope she always knows she can come to me with anything. I hope she can one day be a great Mother, because I was one to her. I have all the same hopes for my beautiful boys, but I feel like I am now taking on the roll with Lucy, that Bobby has had with them. I have to be the one she models herself after! I know that I give all of myself to my family everyday, but still I worry worry worry. Will I set the best example for her, will I be a great Mother to a Daughter??? I have no idea what lies ahead, all I know is that I will continue to do my absolute best for my family. Hoping that in the end each one of them knows that I love them with every bit of my heart. Hope everyone had a great weekend :)!!